Do I have to choose?
So I've come back from Gotland and it was really nice. It rained one day but it was good since that gave us a reason to be lazy and stay in front of the TV for a day. This year we was mostly on the northern part of the island, Visby was as far south as we went. But telling you about the trip wasn't the reason for this journal, nope... it's something else, something far bigger which happens all of us sooner or later.

I have realised something I haven't really thought about before. A month from now is my birthday... my 18th birthday. I'm turning 18, that's really odd for some reason. Also, there's only one year left in high school, after that I have a choice; study more or work. I feel that I want to get over with my studies as fast as possible but it feel at the same time like I do nothing but study, I don't even know what I want to be. In Gotland I found a school where I would work with creating games of all kinds. It sound really fun, but is that what I want to become? Gaaaah, I'm so lost -_-
I wonder how people can choose between these things and make decisions that mean so much. It's true though, these days - even with good grades, you get no where without contacts. Anyway, I'm not here to critizise our society... not today atleast. I wonder, you guys who have made these decisions... how did you think? I'm curious since I can't untangle this situation on my own

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